A glowing soul, Tainted Black. And silver hair Stained with blood. You left us all With no hope. Walk the path Paved with ashes. Feel the thorns, Hear the screams. An angel bright, A lonely wing. The wounds so deep Scarred your heart. Judgement Day - Meteor is coming, Drawing nearer, Consume in fire. I always know I am your god. A smile so sad Upon your death; Relieved to leave, A pain to end. No feelings left That's what I am. A one winged angel, Here left to die.
A Fallen Angel.
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Saturday, December 03, 2005:

SHE


She's the one came with lights,
The one i've waited so long,
Thou she cursed all my path,
So shall i walk in this hazy dark,
With her light as my only guide,
Nothing left but she alone to seek.


End Note
Finally i found a friend, a such a great friend, a friend who i can talk with about whatever i want to. I don't need to know anyone else on earth anymore. Moral of the story; great friends are precious and hard to find, don't screw it up. She is here for a reason, find out.


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Dirty Love


Hey fellas here comes my new shit,
This goes specially for those freaks,
Ya'll punkies like a crazy ass i see,
And hey, this lil' shit ain't so lovely.

Lemme give you fellas a lil glinch,
Love is so divine i see, i see,
Very beautiful too like a wild rose,
But then i woke up decades ago,
Look'd thru tha window few days ago,
A rose dumped into tha ditch seconds ago,
Now coated in black with all ya shit,
Straight to hell it goes on this ship.

I know ya'll still can't get this right,
So now lemme just spit it out,
What tha fuck i was talkin about,
This one for the so-called playas,
You punks more like cold-blooded killas.

Right at tha clubs you gonna blow,
Bouncin, switchin right with tha flow,
Eyes movin, checkin every face on tha flo',
Hey, thats a hot chick n' here you go,
Showin ya moves, breakin all so cool,
Got her eyes on you, aimin right for you,
Few weeks flies as she hangin with you,
Caught her heart with all ya skills,
Confessed ya love with nothin so real.

All her fault was to believe in you,
All she gave and herself for you,
She was used n fuck'd all tha time,
As she let you as much as you want,
All tha time you've been waitin for this one,
But then she realized that too late,
As you already dumped like its her fate.

She was cryin n waitin all for you,
While you've been busy with another fool,
Coz all you need is to stuff in ya tool,
You used tha love, in heart she felt tha pain,
Like with a cross you killin a saint.

So pure n' real love should be,
So sweet a true lovers should feel,
But love seems so harsh these days,
Very lame n' sux som' gals says,
All coz you fellas shit this out,
All ya attitude too so fuck'd up.

Hey fellas, you gotta stop this shit,
Be real with what ya'll feel,
Stop abusin tha love muthafuckas,
Stuff ya dickhead to those lame bitchas,
Ya'll playas gotta stop this shit,
Straight to hell you'll go on this ship.

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End Note
I wonder why god make such species like you ? Don't you understand another's feeling ? What the fuck is wrong with your brains ? Moral of the story; go to hell you asshole-wannabe-playas.


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Anthem Of Broken Heart


It was all of a sudden i see,
What the fuck you've tryin on me ?
Damn you god, supposed to warn me,
Not now, its too late now as i see,
I said its fuckin late, can't you see !

Explain me what the fuck all this ?
I wait'd all the while just for this ?
Hey, what the heck you wanna show me ?
This isn't what i wanted to see !
Damn you god, and all your world too,
Its worst like a hell now all i knew.

Now its too late for me, can you see ?
The only ship had turn'd away from me,
Is that the fucking fate you gave for me ?
Thats not so cool damn you, not so cool,
I said its not cool, can't you hear me ?

I know what the real shit now,
All she said i can see them now,
See them now, in a different way now,
Shit, like a piece of shit i'm now,
She lied to me, all the time till now,
She could have told me, should have told me,
Now i'm burnin like these, can't she see ?

She could have show'd me somethin,
So i could had felt it rather than nothin,
Something that could warned me for real,
At least its betta than standin ther still,
Shit fuck, you lied to me all for what ?
And show'd me now, right after i was fuck'd,
It looks like you play'd a game all the while,
And i was that fool n play'd very well too,
What the fuck you've been tryin to proof ?
Is it that i'm totally a fuck'd up fool ?
I said you lied to me, so fuck you too !

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End Note
Now i realize that this whole thing is just a crap, its just totally wrong. She didn't lie to me. I'm sorry dear. I hope this will remind me of my mistake and not to repeat it again. Moral of the story; i'm really a total idiot. Think well before making a decision. Don't curse the god again, curse yourself. Control your anger, its no different than lust.


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Half 2 Half


The weight falls on me,
Its not painful but sweet,
How long more shall i wait,
Thou all my life wait i can,
But wait can't be forever,
Thats for sure.

For all i have is one life,
And all i ask for is one love,
For that, a denial i can't accept,
So no propose i could ever dare,
But then i begin to wonder,
Whats the purpose then for me ?

Can you tell me,
If love is a matter of two sides ?
Can you tell me,
Its love if only its declared to one ?
Can you tell me,
If love needs reasons and purpose ?

I've spent much of my life,
Still no answer i could see,
But i do need an explaination for this,
It gave so much of confusion in me,
Can you tell me which one should it be ?
Love is all about passion,truth and loyal,
Or it's just about sex, lies and betrayal.


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End Note
I knew the answer now, i'm clear that i shouldn't just follow what others do. If those around me love just for sex, doesn't mean i have to follow them too. Moral of the story; make my own judgement about something without being influenced by others. Don't give a shit about love. I'm too useless to be a boyfriend. Never ever fall in love with another girl again. Never ever.


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