A glowing soul, Tainted Black. And silver hair Stained with blood. You left us all With no hope. Walk the path Paved with ashes. Feel the thorns, Hear the screams. An angel bright, A lonely wing. The wounds so deep Scarred your heart. Judgement Day - Meteor is coming, Drawing nearer, Consume in fire. I always know I am your god. A smile so sad Upon your death; Relieved to leave, A pain to end. No feelings left That's what I am. A one winged angel, Here left to die.
A Fallen Angel.
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Saturday, December 03, 2005:

Anthem Of Broken Heart


It was all of a sudden i see,
What the fuck you've tryin on me ?
Damn you god, supposed to warn me,
Not now, its too late now as i see,
I said its fuckin late, can't you see !

Explain me what the fuck all this ?
I wait'd all the while just for this ?
Hey, what the heck you wanna show me ?
This isn't what i wanted to see !
Damn you god, and all your world too,
Its worst like a hell now all i knew.

Now its too late for me, can you see ?
The only ship had turn'd away from me,
Is that the fucking fate you gave for me ?
Thats not so cool damn you, not so cool,
I said its not cool, can't you hear me ?

I know what the real shit now,
All she said i can see them now,
See them now, in a different way now,
Shit, like a piece of shit i'm now,
She lied to me, all the time till now,
She could have told me, should have told me,
Now i'm burnin like these, can't she see ?

She could have show'd me somethin,
So i could had felt it rather than nothin,
Something that could warned me for real,
At least its betta than standin ther still,
Shit fuck, you lied to me all for what ?
And show'd me now, right after i was fuck'd,
It looks like you play'd a game all the while,
And i was that fool n play'd very well too,
What the fuck you've been tryin to proof ?
Is it that i'm totally a fuck'd up fool ?
I said you lied to me, so fuck you too !

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End Note
Now i realize that this whole thing is just a crap, its just totally wrong. She didn't lie to me. I'm sorry dear. I hope this will remind me of my mistake and not to repeat it again. Moral of the story; i'm really a total idiot. Think well before making a decision. Don't curse the god again, curse yourself. Control your anger, its no different than lust.


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