Aftermath
Is love all bout making phone calls every night ? She knows i'm really running out of cash, she knows i'm broke. I was really talking to my dad when she called me and my phone battery dead when i was talking with her, but she never believed anything i say. Its not some fucking excuses, its the god damn reasons !!! She thinking i'm scared of my brothers. What the fuck, i'm not some fucking coward. I already explained her that my brothers doesn't like me wasting my dad's money on reloading my phone prepaid. Also that. i don't like to talk on phone with my girlfriend in front of my brothers because i feel fucking awkward and uneasy with that, not that i'm fucking coward. I'm running away from nobody !!! But for that she called me.. i'm full of nonsense, isn't it ? For her i'm a fucking nonsense. She says i dont love her and i've changed, i'm not the same just because i'm not calling and talking with her properly. She get irritated with me so easily, even thou i don't do a damn thing wrong. She never fucking appreciate my existence in her life, thats the truth. I haven't ate even an ice cream for the past few weeks, not even chocolates or a proper drink. I'm surviving mainly on sandwich bread and plain water to save money so i can reload my phone and call her. I'm suffering so much but she never cares about all that. Not even once. Everytime she spend time with another guy on phone, she get attracted to them and lost interest on me. This is the moments when she gets irritated with me even if i do a single and most simplest mistake. She'll ask me to call just to tell me that she had a wonderful long chat on phone with that asshole. Whatever good i do becomes wrong and whatever wrong i do becomes a deadly sin. Its not the first time happening, it happens all the time and if i try to explain to her she will say something like "Ohw, so its all my fault la now" or "Yea, yea.. whateva laa.. you are always right, i'm wrong.. you are the perfect one". These are the moments when she makes me wanna give up on her. I wish i can ask her, if i'm so fucking lame and he is funny why you fall in love with me ? Why don't you just go stick with that asshole and let him humor you all day long. If i make a joke, its lame and stupid right then for WHAT FUCK YOU LOVE ME WHEN YOU DONT LIKE ME !!!? Is it something like, you only love me but you dont like me, you like that asshole very much, is that it ? Bcoz he is much betta looking, he is funny and interesting and can make you laugh all fucking day long !!! | |
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