Bored Of Me ?

Finally, she got bored of me. Even thou i'm already expecting this to happen, i didn't expect it would happen so early. We've been in relationship for just a month and six days and she already got bored of me. What the fuck am i suppose to do ? I wish i can tell her that i don't want her to love me coz of sympathize. I rather wish she leave me than forcing herself to be with me and love me against her own will.

I kept asking again and again bout it and now she got irritated and called me being pessimistic. Well, i wish she is in my place now and i wish she can feel how hurt it feels when your loved one told you dat you are boring ! I dont think she will call me being pessimistic ever again.

Its all must be coz of that so-called good looking nice guy, Dhinesh. But i cant blame him thou, my girlfriend too gorgeous dat she attract almost every guy dat knows her and also he don't know she is in relationship with me. Life so fuck'd up today. I hate this !!! I wonder whats coming up next..