A glowing soul, Tainted Black. And silver hair Stained with blood. You left us all With no hope. Walk the path Paved with ashes. Feel the thorns, Hear the screams. An angel bright, A lonely wing. The wounds so deep Scarred your heart. Judgement Day - Meteor is coming, Drawing nearer, Consume in fire. I always know I am your god. A smile so sad Upon your death; Relieved to leave, A pain to end. No feelings left That's what I am. A one winged angel, Here left to die.
A Fallen Angel.
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Saturday, January 06, 2007: Guilty & Innocent

Guilty & Innocent

So many things happened yet i had no time to write them down. First of all, i still remember few days ago i fought again with her. Cant imagine, my girlfriend on the lap of some motherfucking asshole ! She slept on his lap for atleast an hour.. damn.. thats like having her face on his dick.. its just few inch away covered with his pants on top. Worst of all, she can call me and tell me everything she did so proudly and she was fucking happy with it. I wish i had a chance to ask her "Dont you feel guilty about it ?". Its not a big deal he kissed her hand because its something he did to her not the other way around like she sleeping on his lap, thats something she eagerly did to him without feeling guilty at all. When i said its wrong, i can't accept all that, i don't like it, she replies me with "You don't own me okay !!". What the fuck is that ? I mean, what the fuck was that, she just said i don't own her. I don't own you but you are my fucking girlfriend okay, you understand that ??!!!

The next one was much worst, she said "I don't have to tell you whatever i did with him". Ohw god.. thats the worst thing she had ever said to me. Hey girl, its not about you telling me or not about all this shit you do with him, its about you feeling its right or not to do, you get it ? And ohw.. another superb explaination from her is that "Its not that i had sex with him". Huh.. well for you maybe only having sex with another guy while having relationship with other one is wrong but the problem is i can't accept it. For me, sleeping on his filthy dick is as worst as having sex with him and i can never tolerate something like that !! If you still wanna do it then leave me and find some retarded asshole who can accept all that.


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